do i have to worry?

a lot of weird things are happening this week..
lots of things are changing..
do i like them? i can't tell..

destiny..
i don't believe in destiny..
it's a crappy thing that cowardice people rely on because they don't have the guts to make decisions by themselves..

anyway...
things are happening not by coincidence..
i am not stupid..
but i should also be careful..
i don't want to fall into a trap..

i don't want to hurt anymore..


shame on you for you fooled me once..
shame on me, i was fooled for the second time..
if i get fooled the third time, then i would be forever in shame...


however, should i not take risks with life?
is this risk worth the return?